I'M DATING TONY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as of yesterday, life rocks, except for crams, I hate cramps, and homework for that matter and math too, and my uncle Bill, but those are different stories. anyhew, so yea my friend, like Chaz is an asshole, but we already know that, he's just pissed that I won't date him, and I didn't encourage Cathy to, oh fucking sorry, babes, but  CHICKS DON'T LIKE GUYS WHO CAN'T TELL THE TRUTH FOR A MINUTE STARIGHT, CAN'T STAY WITH THE SAME GIRL FOR A MONTH, PLAY GIRLS WHO ARE BEST FRIENDS, AND HAVE PREGNANT GIRLFRIENDS!!!!! but other than that, yea he's a great guy. but Tony really is amazing, I can't tell you how happy I am . . . *sigh* he helped me out so much yesterday when so many of my friends were turning out to be non-understanding assholes. he just let me vent, and it was awesome, and he was the 20 year old I was talking about, but he's actually only exactly 3 years older than me, I mean we have the same birthday, I was just born 3 years later. so no worries, and Casey, plz don't worry there's so many better things to worry about like global warming, and why the dod bird became extinct, I don't know, but really I'm fine, I've got a good head on my shoulders, I promise, I just might not use it all the time, jk!

I'm really cute though!!!!!! anyhew, so yea life's cool, how 'bout with you? oh and my mom isn't doing well, but well, we're trying to take care of it, and there's nothing you can do by worrying, so don't, or caring for that matter, just be understanding when I might be bitchy on the phone. anyhew, so I'll talk to you all at some time or another.

woot look at that it's an update, don't really feel like talking, well, typing, but that's alright, figured I should aughta, anyhew, yea the whole Chubs situation is rather sad because he wants to break up eith me, and I want to break up with him, I've been calling him and  trying to get a hold of him, and not succeeding, and he's doing jack shit. and to top it off he's avoiding me, shouldn't he do that AFTER we break-up, or am I just being unreasonable. I was thinking of telling a dude I like that I'm single, but I decided not to since I'm not technically, but I'm as good as there, in fact I'd rather be there . . . why does a guy who I THOUGHT was mature have to turn out to have the maturity of a child? piss me off why don't you, he can't even give me the respect of breaking up with me . . .

anyways, so life other than that is good, but I have to go, so I'll say more later, thanx for reading my rant.